13 October 2021
I think the day has come where the dear wife has secondary cancers. She now
has a pain in her neck and has a lump.
Dear child is only eight years old. What memories will he have of his
mum. I hoped he would know her when he is a teenager, but now I have
serious doubts he will see that.
Things were starting to look better, dear wife had begun lunch cover at
the local school.
Given it's a lump, given she has some pain in the neck, I don't see how
it can be anything else. I am genuinely terrified.